Finality

Well, so far my last two years in San Diego have been tumultuous at best. I havent been the best friend in the world with keeping up with my friends, but I hope that is evened out by my attempt at being a good father to my daughter. I hope my friends understand. I think they will, because 2 of my best friends here have a child of their own and understand how hard it is to balance everything out. Especially since its just me for Kaylee here and have no support of family in san diego.
Friday I have received word that I have been given a job at Intuit in Tucson, AZ. That means a huge shortcut in the legal process saving both time, and thousands of untold dollars of money my parents and I really dont have anyway.

This also means that I can move back home with an income, and insurance for my little girl. That to me means independence and self sufficiency which is something I've really not felt in a long time.

I appreciate all the people here that have been rooting for me and have sent me good feelings along the way. It means the world to me to have such good friends.
Friends are very important to me. They always have been and always will be. I've lost some along the way but most have stuck by me in my trials and tribulations. They understand that I've been going through some times where I am even unsure of my own sanity and clarity of thought.
I thank you all each and every one for your understanding.

Went to physical therapy today

Kaylee is above the 90% for the APGAR tests. Nice considering shes 5 weeks premature. I guess tickling and floating her in the air gave her muscles a workout.

Tuesday....afternooon...

First time poster, long time....oh to heck with it.
Tuesday and my daughter started her 21st week. I like that number...
She's starting to get an idea of how to control her hands. She can grasp her favorite toy (oliver elephant) and almost get an idea of how to slap that pacifier back into her mouth...one can only hope!?!?! hehe
She's starting to get quite a sense of humor and laughs and smiles frequently. I am glad that is her first real emotion instead of anything else. She's quite a firecracker, she would gripe when I hold her on her back, or on my shoulder. Screw that! She wants to STAND UP!
Oh boy, man am I in for it. "Dad, I'm not gonna crawl, just give me the fundimentals and let me do it on my own."
I am already reserving a spot in the gifted class for this one. ;-)